They pretend but could never understand the man I am, the road I’ve traveled obstacles I’ve faced because I didn’t like what I experienced & would see.
Who knew I had the answers the whole time I just had to focus & remain humble and look deep down inside of me, living everyday alone mentally detached I looked into my pain & saw I was and depressed.
Running on fumes but nobody was there to come to the rescue all the positivity & good I’ve done I sacrificed it all for you, but who’s here for me?
Everytime I’m sick & tired and think I’m finished I look & dig deep I find more pain fill up & replenish, with success & breaking generational curses I’m obsessed the creator can attest so I’ll never quit but now & then I fall and breakdown.
Every 4 years you hatefully digest truth with digest gods & goddesses amongst the regular average men & women, we call it progress young black athletes dominating the world your biggest fear because 400 plus years of injustices but until George Floyd the world ignored the fact we suffer here. Not just for any reason but the color of our skin makes it feel like hunting season & now that the world listens to us you try to strip us of platform we worked so hard for, you just want us to conform act like this discrimination is the norm not this time I’m not your negro and from these words a star is born a leader from this generation but a hero in the next. A hashtag turned into a organization that revolutionized the movement in behoovement you banned #BlackLivesMatter but wanted our support when you encountered 15 min of hate stop Asian hate was all the chatter, because if we raise our fist or kneel peacefully in solidarity it’s a lifetime ban considered treason like John Carlos & Colin Kaepernick black balled for an honorable reason. I was taught to live free & push the needle to new heights the world never thought to see, so the question we should ask “why represent a country that doesn’t support or represent us?”